Backstage Pass (Unfinished)

Review (Unfinished)

Great game! But... it can get tedious at times...

Routes I finished (in order):

Matthew: I love boys with ling hair, that's why I started with him. A model who is really shy.
Nicole: The Golden Princess, or Matt's little sister lol. This girl was really funny but sometimes her voice acting was a little unbearable, though I have to admit it goes really well with her character.
Alvin: The nerd and the geek.
Adam: In process

11/12/2018

Dear Diary:

Lately I've been feeling really lonely... I'm skipping classes now because we really don't work at the end of the year... My classmates don't want to work except me... Of course I can't tell them this. I feel bad for my teachers. I can't stand some people now. This sunday I went out with my best friend and her boyfriend (yeah bad choice I know) she was just hugging him all the time but at least his boyfriend talked with me...

Ugh I have a really bad feeling that my friend who dates my ex crush will end up pregnant... (we have 17 but this is Peru not USA). Man I don't know what to do with her, she keeps talking about abortion but I'm too scared too actually ask her if she had sex with her boyfriend. Lately she's been saying things like: "I hate menstruation but this time I really want it" or "I read somewhere that pineapple causes abortion so I've been eating it non stop". Ugh...

I think my order from USA will arrive the 20th.. It's just a feeling but I don't want to wait too much.

I've been downloading games but some time later I get bored from those games or I get nauseos from looking at the screen. The only thing that doesn't make me feel that way is being on my cellphone or playing otome games....
Maybe It's the sun.

I'm feeling fat. I don't want to do sports I get too embarrassed of being so bad. I do my all but I can't. I'm not even obese to have these problems, I'm actually pretty thin. Except my belly. Ugh.

I've been wanting to continue my self studies with german but right now there is no motivation at all truly...

02/11/16

Dear diary:

Me writing back the 29 of november but lil' me forgot to publish:

I'm really looking forward to my delivery. I asked my mom to buy from the USA. Code realize is coming! Shin megami tensei IV too!
Man, I've been really mad because in school we don't do anything. We just watch movies. And then they get mad. Why do we have school if we only go to do nothing.

The 29 of november, I finished shingeki no kyojin. It's so good! I have two hours of free time in my school so I'll read there meanwhile.

Ok hello again It's me fron the present
Ok so I've been downloading and playing games like princess maker 2 refine and long live the queen. I love this game called recettear, It's an item shop game.
I finished all the games I wanted to play for the ps4 so now I'm just at the lookout for good fun games.

I want to make this blog like a journal of my achievements and thoughts that's why I need to put more effort. I mean no one put their life into a blog so why not.

26/11/2018

Dear Diary:

Damn, no I can't forget about you. I made a promise to myself to keep everything that happens in my life in here. Ok, so where do I start?

Remember my BAC exams? I really don't want to talk about them... But, I have no other choice. I'm so happy to finally end with them! My last exam was the 21. I will have no more french! No more science! So happy! So fulfilled? I think I did pretty well on them except from the oral. Where I had a text I hadn't studied well... Talk about bad luck... At least I answered the questions.... Still, I feel so mad thinking that I did worse than my classmates. I have a 15.18. 1 point less... I'm doomed. I'm kinda scared of the next year. Mostly because of physical education. I was never good. And doing it in front of others made me depressed... This was a beautiful but horrible year. I'm glad my friend is with my ex crush though... She went to his pre prom (yeah that exists....). Will I ever be able to have a boyfriend? To marry? I wonder. That thought is stuck in my 17 year old mind.

Lately, I left reading because of gaming.... I'm reading not a very interesting book... Maybe that's why. From the 21st until today I had like a long weekend... with any homework. It was so refreshing

I got a lot better at drawing also... Don't really know how. But I feel accomplished. Now that I have time, I'm trying to motivate myself to get better at Japanese. I'm stuck with B+ grades... I really want to go to Japan. I want to meet new people in my future work... but... I don't even know if I'll make it there with good grades. I wanna give my best but finding motivation is really difficult.

You know? When I was little I really wanted to become a famous gamer like Pewdiepie or IHasCupquake... But, my motion sickness is getting worse... Oh! I forgot to tell you! I now have glasses! Yep, I'm blind now lol. I need to use them permanently but I'm scared of ruining my nose. It is too heavy for me. It's difficult...

Tomorrow, I have classes, but only from 8 to 10. Wow.

OHHHHHH. SHIN MEGAMI TENSEI AND CODE REALIZE ARE COMING IN 18 DAYS. I made an online purchase so now I just have to wait. I've been waiting so long to find another good otome game like Cinderella Phenomenon... NAMELESS. God, I can't forget them. I' obsessed hearing those otome tracks lol.

31/10/2018

Dear Diary:

It's been a long time since I don't write to you on the computer. I've been "studying" for the BAC but my love for games is way more bigger lmao. Though I'm recently asking myself why I like them so much. I'm stressed. Today I have to buy something but I don't know what. I recently read Everless by Sara Holland. Now is one of my favorite books. I've been trying to read other books. Mostly those eight books I bought from my school but nothing can compare to that awesome book. I'm now officially an addict to pokemon. I learned so much. I didn't know what were IV's before and I'm surprised that many people spend thousands of hours of their lifes having the greatest pokemon. I, in other hand just want to complete the pokedex. There is this breeding process. But, I'm not able to have enough patience to capture 1 female and male pokemon to breed. The most powerful pokemon are even rare so why should I breed common pokemon like pidgey? (I hate that pokemon) Anyhow, I got a bad note again in my science exam. What is wrong with me? Everyone says is the most easier exam for the bac. Why I'm not capable of getting at least a 15? I'm sure I got an 11 or so. God I feel so embarrassed. My teacher even laughed at me the day of the first exam. What is happening to me? I know I really don't like to study but everyone sees me as intelligent when I'm not. Why do I have that image? Ugh, I hate it. I need to study A LOT for the french Bac.

On other point, I haven't been watching so many animes apart Jojo's Bizarre's adventures and a little bit of shingeki no kyojin, but I'm hearing anime music 24/7.

25/10/2018

Dear diary;

Can't believe days pass so quickly. I need to study (again) for economy tho I'm really tired. I just want to read everless or play the otome game of Office Lovers. It is really funny lol.

24/10/2018

Dear diary:

Remember that sale I told you about? Damn, I wasted a lot of money last week. Nevertheless, I bought 8 books at the price of one. Look at that. Tomorrow I have a science exam. I'm reading Everless by Sara Holland. It's great. Hopefully I can finish it today. Guess who isn't going to sleep! Oh god... I should...