31/10/2018

Dear Diary:

It's been a long time since I don't write to you on the computer. I've been "studying" for the BAC but my love for games is way more bigger lmao. Though I'm recently asking myself why I like them so much. I'm stressed. Today I have to buy something but I don't know what. I recently read Everless by Sara Holland. Now is one of my favorite books. I've been trying to read other books. Mostly those eight books I bought from my school but nothing can compare to that awesome book. I'm now officially an addict to pokemon. I learned so much. I didn't know what were IV's before and I'm surprised that many people spend thousands of hours of their lifes having the greatest pokemon. I, in other hand just want to complete the pokedex. There is this breeding process. But, I'm not able to have enough patience to capture 1 female and male pokemon to breed. The most powerful pokemon are even rare so why should I breed common pokemon like pidgey? (I hate that pokemon) Anyhow, I got a bad note again in my science exam. What is wrong with me? Everyone says is the most easier exam for the bac. Why I'm not capable of getting at least a 15? I'm sure I got an 11 or so. God I feel so embarrassed. My teacher even laughed at me the day of the first exam. What is happening to me? I know I really don't like to study but everyone sees me as intelligent when I'm not. Why do I have that image? Ugh, I hate it. I need to study A LOT for the french Bac.

On other point, I haven't been watching so many animes apart Jojo's Bizarre's adventures and a little bit of shingeki no kyojin, but I'm hearing anime music 24/7.