14/08/18

Dear diary:

Yesterday they gave us so much homework. And you know it, it had to be my french teacher... I need a break.

18:10 Finally home, my dinner was great. Today I felt stupid, my friends treated me as one because I didn't read a book about communism or something like that. I want to prove the entire world wrong but there is so little time and it is so difficult. My nose is less swollen and it looks great though I have to work on my skin. I'll ask my mom, she knows a lot about that. Omertà is really good I can't stop reading it, I don't talk everytime about it like Child 44 but Mario Puzo is a genius. I now want to read The Godfather. I haven't even watched the movie, though maybe that's better, I don't really like movies or TV series, I just watch anime and their mangas. I have to re do my socialisation homework because I did it wrong. *sigh* I do my best but I still want to do better. My friends are so full of ambitions, I need to work harder to be superior to them. I'm way to inferior and that makes me feel horrible, even if I hate science. I'm at least superior to two friends, but it is simply not enough. Haven't you had the feeling of if you are not number 1 then you are nothing. It is happening to me right now but the other have way much culture than me. I'll show my knowledge in spanish thanks to the Captive by Clara Rojas. We will talk about the FARC and her opinion on that subject is really interesting. I'll sleep early today I'm way to tired but first Mario Puzo.