12/08/18

Dear diary:

Today I dreamt I was pregnant... I'm just 17 years old but I guess in my dream I was older.... This happens for reading love is an illusion, though it wasn't as scary as I thought it will be. It was wierd but really cute, I love Park Dojin so much.

Yesterday, I was feeling a bit down, you remember that crush I had on march 2018? The actual boyfriend of your ex best friend? (because she considers not having a best friend now) Well, my ex friend posted a photo of them kissing. It was so wierd but at the same time I felt like: "You could have done something", "This wouldn't have happened if you didn't have a quarrel with him". Everything was so wierd so I finally decided I should try to break contact with her. I wanted our friendship to last, I really did. Nevertheless, I don't like people with so many mental illness that uncounscionsly obliges you to make them feel better saying things like: "I know nobody likes me". I mean this is a form of victimisation. You are not the only one, I also have problems that I want to tell but I can't, nobody understood me, they thought it was a joke. Remember that is one of the reasons I have this diary.

Wow! I can't believe my friend (lets call her Melissa) Melissa is blogging too! But in amino. I want to make this blog from scratch not go into that platform that I don't truly like. But I'm so proud of her the page recommended her blog.

Today I went shopping and I bought so many things for the 15 year old birthday of my friend. My dress is so pretty though I'm scared I may shine too much.