Zero Escape series

1) 999



2) Virtue's Last Reward

 Ally or Betray?


3) Zero's Time Dillema

Decision Game.

31/07/19

Dear Diary,

I haven't been able to write to you this year. Recently I thought about erasing all my diary entries but it is interesting to read my thoughts from the beginning of the year or last year.
Ok so update.
This year I haven't been able to watch anime. The only anime that I'm still currently watching is The Rose of Versailles. My history lover self is so impressed by this anime though I wish the anime shows more romance and the difficulty of Oscar by being a man. Nevertheless, this anime really piques your interest in the French Revolution. KILL ME NOW BCSSSS I didn't watch any jojo episode, my old self is gonna be so mad at me.

Ok, so? Good news maybe? After long thinking (2 weeks to be exact), I came to the conclusion I needed to drop school If I wanted to fulfill my dream in Japan. Hopefully this is not the wrong choice. I'm worried about my mother. My social life has crumbled since that decision, I don't go out anymore and I fear that is becoming lethal for my mental health. I need to speak to the director soon maybe in 2 days. I know the bac is useful to have a career. I will graduate later because of my decision, but... I'll be happy. I'm glad. I won't be stuck with a culture which I hate. I'll tell you more about my travel. I need to learn some coding skills to not become a burden to my mother. Meanwhile, every night I study some Japanese I even get tired of it. Those times I wonder if I made the right decision. I won't go to Europe anymore. I'm worried of my physique. If I'll be able to integrate the country. I'm so thin and tiny AND kinda black (I'm latina but with no curves). So yeah... this will be difficult.

Books? Ha ha ha.... Ok so I haven't finished A SINGLE BOOK since last year. I just start them and leave them behind. I have a new book (yeah another) called Makioka Sisters by Junichirou Tanizaki. At the beginning it was pretty boring and difficult to read but now (since page 50) it has become really interesting and you really want to know more about this family.

Going back to my social life. I think I lost contact with my best friend. That's sad but... I'm starting to think she was a little toxic, but you know? I don't have more friends. What do I do now? I'm special maybe but I can't be fully honest with someone. On good news remember Nakima? She wanted to talk with me again! I think I'm kinda cold with her, but it will be weird if I just act all happy with her. Hopefully our friendship develops she is truly a kind girl (who started dating my crush lmao) but who cares about that?

Ni no Kuni II

Story: If you haven't been able to play the first game as me don't worry too much as it isn't necessary to enjoy this game at all. With a beautiful and heartwarming storytelling, Ni No Kuni II does it again, we start the game as Roland, the president of some country, who is in a car trip to go to a meeting. Suddenly an explosion blows the whole city (literally) and Roland wakes up in the world of Ni No Kuni II at the royal chamber of our young king Evan Pettiwhisker Tildrum.

Review: I played this while I was on winter vacation last year, the story is really simple but it truly melts my heart. (Like Ghibli movies lol).

Post-game: Lots of missions and trophies. You really need to grind hard in the faraway forest cave to 100% complete this game. It's a pain but worth for the platinum.

All DLC's by release date:

The Lair of the Lost Lord DLC: see the trailer
The Tale of a Timeless Tome DLC: see the trailer

In my opinion they aren't worth it. They are extremely grinding based and reveal little storyline.

Venting out mid 2019

Dear diary,

All right so this is what happened...
Dropped out of school...
Don't believe it? Me neither. Are u ok? No, but I don't how to feel. You know? Because of this I discovered that ALL of my friends weren't really my friends... They were there just to pass the time... Now that I'm mentally sick? Wherw are they? I don't get it. I'm so confused. Everyday I feel miserable. How can I get out od this loop? Not even gaming makes me feel better. Maybe music. But after that? What shall I do. Help.

7/06/2019

Dear diary:

I've been wasting 8 hours on my mental health ugh why am I so stupid. I don't even know why I'm sad. Is this being depressed? What do I do? I don't know? Can I just throw everything away? Can I find someone who understands me? Can I find something that I like doing every single day? I don't know... I'm just tired I guess...

28/05/2019

Dear Diary:

Finally vacations! I finished FINALLY kh3 this sunday. I wanted to cry so bad over the ending but my mother was around XD.
I really wanted to be productive but... so many games to finish... so many series...
Anyways... TODAY IS PRODUCTIVE DAY. I woke up early so I will begin doing some homework.

16/05/19

Dear Diary:

Update on my life recently:

I've been thinking... I really want to become a freelancer when I grow up. Share my life with others, inspire people... that's my dream. But, don't think that I want to become like those dumb infleuncer that you find on instagram, I really want to work. I sometimes think I'm alone, I only feel I can believe on myself. Is this bad?
Sadly, If I want to move to Japan I need first have good grades and move to France. I appreciate the culture exams, I realy like them and they are a rising opportunity for me. Sorry for my babbling by the way.
*Sigh* it's way more stressing if I have good notes at first, they start to diminish... It's stressing...

Update on my books:

Recently I read Miss Peregrine's home for peculiar children: Hollow City. I'm loving this trilogy! Next is library of souls!
Sadly, I need to go to my school's library again... Meanwhile, I'm reading Sherlock Holmes, 2 chapters and I already love that man lmao.