02/11/16

Dear diary:

Me writing back the 29 of november but lil' me forgot to publish:

I'm really looking forward to my delivery. I asked my mom to buy from the USA. Code realize is coming! Shin megami tensei IV too!
Man, I've been really mad because in school we don't do anything. We just watch movies. And then they get mad. Why do we have school if we only go to do nothing.

The 29 of november, I finished shingeki no kyojin. It's so good! I have two hours of free time in my school so I'll read there meanwhile.

Ok hello again It's me fron the present
Ok so I've been downloading and playing games like princess maker 2 refine and long live the queen. I love this game called recettear, It's an item shop game.
I finished all the games I wanted to play for the ps4 so now I'm just at the lookout for good fun games.

I want to make this blog like a journal of my achievements and thoughts that's why I need to put more effort. I mean no one put their life into a blog so why not.

26/11/2018

Dear Diary:

Damn, no I can't forget about you. I made a promise to myself to keep everything that happens in my life in here. Ok, so where do I start?

Remember my BAC exams? I really don't want to talk about them... But, I have no other choice. I'm so happy to finally end with them! My last exam was the 21. I will have no more french! No more science! So happy! So fulfilled? I think I did pretty well on them except from the oral. Where I had a text I hadn't studied well... Talk about bad luck... At least I answered the questions.... Still, I feel so mad thinking that I did worse than my classmates. I have a 15.18. 1 point less... I'm doomed. I'm kinda scared of the next year. Mostly because of physical education. I was never good. And doing it in front of others made me depressed... This was a beautiful but horrible year. I'm glad my friend is with my ex crush though... She went to his pre prom (yeah that exists....). Will I ever be able to have a boyfriend? To marry? I wonder. That thought is stuck in my 17 year old mind.

Lately, I left reading because of gaming.... I'm reading not a very interesting book... Maybe that's why. From the 21st until today I had like a long weekend... with any homework. It was so refreshing

I got a lot better at drawing also... Don't really know how. But I feel accomplished. Now that I have time, I'm trying to motivate myself to get better at Japanese. I'm stuck with B+ grades... I really want to go to Japan. I want to meet new people in my future work... but... I don't even know if I'll make it there with good grades. I wanna give my best but finding motivation is really difficult.

You know? When I was little I really wanted to become a famous gamer like Pewdiepie or IHasCupquake... But, my motion sickness is getting worse... Oh! I forgot to tell you! I now have glasses! Yep, I'm blind now lol. I need to use them permanently but I'm scared of ruining my nose. It is too heavy for me. It's difficult...

Tomorrow, I have classes, but only from 8 to 10. Wow.

OHHHHHH. SHIN MEGAMI TENSEI AND CODE REALIZE ARE COMING IN 18 DAYS. I made an online purchase so now I just have to wait. I've been waiting so long to find another good otome game like Cinderella Phenomenon... NAMELESS. God, I can't forget them. I' obsessed hearing those otome tracks lol.