7/09/2018

Dear diary:

I missed you so much...
How about my notes? I have a 16.56... Well... I need to work harder. I want to be! The very best! That no one ever was~TU! RU! PA PAU!  To have good notes is my real quest :'v It only has begun~ :'v ok no lol.

I just began reading Agatha Christie... I'm already page 150. Tomorrow I have my japanese exam. To be honest I already lost my motivation for japanese. But I don't want to let down my mother. I need to keep up.
This week I read a lot of yaoi manwhas I feel so proud. I should use this motivation to study...

My friendship with the sisters is really bad now... I don't know what happened to them, they didn't even say hi... I feel disgusted at myself. Nevertheless I became the study partner of *insert future name*. If she gets good notes, maybe the girls at my class may start talking to me... Sometimes it gets lonely even if I am antisocial with them most of the time.